There and Back Again

Pondering: Aging is not ‘lost youth’ but a new stage of opportunity and strength. (Betty Friedan)

I am trying to get into the new Coldplay CD which I have been so excitied about for the past few weeks and it’s taking awhile. There are definitely songs that I instantly fell in love with - Lost and 42 - but the other songs aren’t registering that well especially Cemeteries of London. I doubt I’ll ever like that one.

On a different note but somewhat related to being lost, I am so lost at work. There is so much to do and learn, so much to stay on top off, so many new players I’ve never had to play with before, and so many things I would like to change but can’t. I’ve always enjoyed my work, always looked forward to going to work and getting things done albeit once in awhile, I wish I weren’t working and can sleep in some more.

Lately, I’ve been swimming with my head barely above water but I know it will get better soon. I will get better at this work, will know the ins and outs like the back of my hand. This stress I am feeling will soon be an easy stress to manage because I won’t be so new and lost.